Deep Thoughts

I wrote this because I needed to survive it. Because there are some feelings too big for silence. Some heartbreaks too heavy to carry alone. This isn't fiction. This is my heart, broken open and rearranged into verse. "I saw you standing where the sidewalk curves, and suddenly my chest knew different words." - That's how it started. A glance. A stranger. A feeling I couldn't ignore. "You said we needed to talk. Those five words, I knew. I already knew." - And that's how it ended. Not with fire. With silence. I won't tell you that time heals all wounds. I won't say everything happens for a reason. I won't pretend heartbreak makes you stronger. But I will show you that: You can survive what you think will destroy you. You can break and still become beautiful. You can love someone and lose them and still be whole. You can be your own happy ending. I wrote these poems with tears on my face. I wrote them on good days when I forgot to hurt. Every word is something I actually felt. Every line is a moment I actually lived. "You are not broken. You are breaking open. And that's where the light gets in." - That's what this taught me. That's what I hope it gives you, the comfort of knowing you're not alone.

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Winner of the Unicorn Awards July and The Seasonal Awards Twilight Winner. Finalist in the Discourse Awards :) Highest #201 in Poetry, #179 in Thoughts. Thank you :) "But I guess in the end, In this world we live, Of oblivion and eternity, Of heartbreaks and tears, Who says it's hard, To lose your heart? " - Excerpt of Heart Of Glass Welcome to a collection of my poems about the feelings and of emotions we feel during various stages in our lives, dedicated to all who have felt the highs and lows of life. :)

'Love Poems and Much More' is a heartfelt collection that goes beyond the words, capturing the raw emotions and tender moments love brings. Through simple yet meaningful verses, it explores love in all its forms-its joys, aches, and the dreams it inspires. Each poem is a glimpse into the soul, where love quietly lingers and speaks in ways words cannot. This collection hopes to connect with the deepest parts of the heart, offering more than just poetry-it offers understanding, warmth, and a touch of the infinite. [GUARANTEED HEARTACHE, SMILES, TEARS, REDISCOVERING AND COMING TO LOVE YOURSELF.] #1 ranking in POETRY as of June 2024 #1 ranking in AUTHENTIC as of July 2024 #1 ranking in LOVEPOEMS as of August 2024 #1 ranking in NEVERLETGO, AUTHENTIC and LOVEPOEMS as of September 2024 #1 ranking in POESIA and AUTHENTIC as of October 2024 #2 ranking EXPERIENCE and POETRYCONTEST as of October 2024 #3 ranking in WATTPADPOETRY as of September, October, November and December 2024 #1 ranking in POETRYCOLLECTION , AUTHENTIC, FLEETINGLOVE and NEVERLETGO as of November 2024 #3 ranking in LOVEPOEMS and POETIC as of December 2024 #2 ranking in MUSE, WATTPADPOETRY and POETRYCONTEST as of December 2024 #1 ranking in POETRYCOLLECTION, POESIA, AUTHENTIC and NEVERLETGO as of December 2024 #1 ranking in FLEETINGLOVE as of January 2025 #1 ranking in WATTPADPOETRY, AUTHENTIC, NEVERLETGO and FLEETINGLOVE as of February 2025 #1 ranking in AUTHENTIC, NEVERLETGO and FLEETINGLOVE © Mona26042009. All rights reserved. Many of the images used are not mine. Credit goes to their rightful owners. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means-electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise-without the prior written permission of the poet. ~Your poet nim loves you<3~

||Started: 1st April 2018.|| ||Ended: 15th November 2018|| some things I think about :) Along with some quotes that I add deeper meaning too. Some things that I talk about in this book are to no one. Some are dreams. Some are nightmares. Also some things in this book haven't happened to me. Its happened to a friend or I saw it on the internet and changed it up. Also my writing changes throughout this shitty book. Enjoy :)) (Previously known as 'Random Thoughts) {Highest ranking: #222, #85 in poem 2018 #666 in deep 0-o ) P.S. I have a great family life and I am not and (hopefully) never will be suicidal. My family means the world to me. ❤

My old poems and quotes. Currently editing. Finished (2021)

I see you've somehow stumbled upon, My amateur book of magic. Turn the page, if you wish, That would make me simply ecstatic :) Nothing but a girl who has a small talent with pen and paper. Decided to follow in the footsteps of my good friends @Crimsyy, @wordsnvisions and @Bondy11, and attempt to contain all the magic flowing in my soul into a book of poetry. Those three are amazing, but this is my work. My pale, flickering candle stub in a tiny puddle compared to their poetry, which is as radiant as the sun and as deep as the ocean. But still... Don't let that deter you! Read on, fellow wattpadian! Join me on this magical journey through the soul behind one girl's words... (Fair warning, this was written by my 12-14 year old self, who was very sweet but also incredibly cringey. She's still a part of me though, and I'm leaving this book up as a time capsule dedicated to her. So if I haven't already scared you away, prepare yourself for some pre-teen angst, authors notes galore and more than a few bad puns. I've also published a second poetry book, with some more recent work. Check that out if you want more, lovelies <3)

[featured 4x] A palate of poems. {Some simple words mean really deep. We use them without knowing their true worth... I portray such simple words in my poems.} {You will find long poems, In simple words. Some short ones, And a few deep thoughts} {If not now Then when? Words are crops, we plough. Memories are sand, ashen} ●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○ This collection of poems is a souvenir of my journey through the range of emotions I feel every day and of how I view the world around me . {Sometimes I lack zeal, Sometimes I don't. Sometimes I don't feel, Anything and everything feels unknown.} ●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○ 🥇1st place in best book cover in starry sky mini awards... 💫 cover credits - @bl_AcK_zE_rO ●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○ If you are reading this book somewhere else other than WATTPAD. it's not safe!! Your device is under threat. Please report that site!!! ●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○ Most impressive ranking #3 in poetry out of 261K on( 1st - 3rd August 2021) #1 in poeticjustice out of 1.4K #1 in poesia out of 12.3K #1 in poembook out of 10.7 K #1 in thoughtsandfeelings out of 9.97 K #1 in poetrycollection out of 22.4K #8 in poem out of 156K on 1st to 6 th July #1 in thoughts out of 73.6 K

She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a world that disregards outcasts. So, these are on the darker side of the spectrum. Some poems might be distressing for some readers. I personally enjoy consuming dark content, it's kinda like a coping mechanism. I really hope none of you relate with any of these :) I'll be posting only poems here, I'll try to be as active as I can. The poems are not in any order. They are just the thoughts that pop up any time of the day. (8.11.2023) PS: Please check out 'safe space'. I need your help to make it a real safe space, readers! Ranking: #1 shortpoem #1 distressing #1 poetry (17.1.2024) #1 poem (24.1.2024)