"Things I Never Said Out Loud"

I had survived the first. That was then; this is now. The blindfold of so many pills slowly died away and first though my finger then my head, a passion, a hurt and a need filled me as every moment was consumed with words; every breath with wisps of ink. But they were not all captured and somewhere in the deep abyss of living, lies the unspoken, almost unfelt feelings of decades in months. This is the half-empty account off all those nights from December through into the new year and the end of March. ...I pains me to share it. But it also makes it just not my problem anymore and that is something I long for- freedom and peace. Please note that all grammatical and linguistic, as well as those in punctuation and spelling or placing of words were intentional. If you LIKE this and want me to write a commentary on each poem and picture (as in my previous collection Apfel), please show me in comments and votes :) PLEASE DO NOT COPY any of the poetry or pictures.

I wrote this because I needed to survive it. Because there are some feelings too big for silence. Some heartbreaks too heavy to carry alone. This isn't fiction. This is my heart, broken open and rearranged into verse. "I saw you standing where the sidewalk curves, and suddenly my chest knew different words." - That's how it started. A glance. A stranger. A feeling I couldn't ignore. "You said we needed to talk. Those five words, I knew. I already knew." - And that's how it ended. Not with fire. With silence. I won't tell you that time heals all wounds. I won't say everything happens for a reason. I won't pretend heartbreak makes you stronger. But I will show you that: You can survive what you think will destroy you. You can break and still become beautiful. You can love someone and lose them and still be whole. You can be your own happy ending. I wrote these poems with tears on my face. I wrote them on good days when I forgot to hurt. Every word is something I actually felt. Every line is a moment I actually lived. "You are not broken. You are breaking open. And that's where the light gets in." - That's what this taught me. That's what I hope it gives you, the comfort of knowing you're not alone.

COMPLETED, next poetry collection coming soon This is a poetry collection that is both ever updating and ever changing. This collection of poetry isn't exactly traditional or ever a solid complete piece of prose, I am ever adding and changing and morphing them into something I feel is better or is more to what I feel suits the character or the emotion I wrote the poem to embody. That being said, this collection has some works alike the past one that I made a few years back that doesn't quite hold up to standard today. I have poems that I have remade and moved into this collection, so If you have come from the previous collection know that if you recognise the theme it's because of that. I created this intended as both a challenge to write some feelings into something productive as-well as to write some inspired works made for a character I made as I wrote the poem or for a event or piece of media I enjoyed. Nothing is ever solid or at least their perspective will change as I write the poem or rewrite it. Anyways enjoy, I try not to be too pretentious but I don't really care because again this is a vent piece of work.

One sample of my work (Note not all poems will be so serious, some are story like others are light hearted): "Every day, something happens... Someone gets bullied, Just because "They're different" "Nerdy" "Annoying" "Have no sense of fashion..." All those things are of unimportance...! Everyone has a choice, Don't let what someone says, change it! You could stand down... Watch as the victim pleads for help... That's the easy path, But is it the right one? Do you want that on your consciousness? The pain can be so bad... It takes a life... Then it's too late, Regret becomes your best mate... A depressing thought... Although. It doesn't have to be that way...! YOU can make it change! Stand tall, speak loud, Stand up for what is right! That one action... Can save a life...! You could make a friend, A REAL friend. Spread awareness and Right the wrong! Be brave! For those who suffer... You're not alone...! If there's no knight to slay The evil demons away... Find it within you, to be strong! If you get no help, save yourself! You deserve happiness, and it will come! For karma never forgets you! Nor your enemies... Once it comes around, it will go around... Speak out, you will be heard...! The era of bullying will be no longer...!"

They told me to stay quiet. To smile, to endure, to bury the words that burned inside me. But silence is heavy. And sometimes the only way to survive is to write the things no one wants to hear. This book is a collection of truths-raw, tender, and unapologetically human. It speaks of invisible wounds, love that aches, hope that refuses to die, and the quiet rebellion of being yourself in a world that demands masks. If you've ever felt too much, stayed unheard, or carried a storm inside- these words are for you.

Step inside the mind of someone who's lived it all the highs of love, the depths of addiction, the sting of abuse, the thrill of chaos, and the fragile moments of hope. These poems are more than words.they are survival. Written from scars, soul, and strength, this collection dives headfirst into the beauty and brutality of real life.No sugarcoating. Just truth. If you've ever felt lost, wild, broken, or alive this is for you. Its me on paper

A world of poems captured in a single book, written by a girl who played every role: the academic achiever, the loyal friend, the eldest daughter, and more. She was always the one chosen for the top rank, yet she was never the one chosen by love. This collection is a bridge across the years, composed of verses that trace a haunting evolution where the innocent wonders of childhood slowly sharpen into the cold realizations of the real world. Yours truly, RosePoet (Note: These entries are not arranged in chronological order; however, I have included dates to serve as a guide to navigate the journey through time.) Pinterest: Littlemisstaromilktea Achievements: #1- Poetry🥇 5/21/2025 #2- Poem Collection🥈 5/21/2025 #3- Love Poem🥉 5/23/2025 #3- Poetry Collection🥉 5/24/2025 #2- Poetry Collection🥈 5/25/2025 #2- Love Poem🥈 6/1/2025 #3- Love Poem🥉 6/5/2025 #3- Free Verse🥉 6/5/2025 #2- Free Verse🥈 6/5/2025 #3- Poem Collection🥉6/29/2025 #2- Poem Collection🥈 6/30/2025 #1- Poem Collection🥇 9/7/2025 #3- Poem Book🥉 9/7/2025 #2- Freeverse 🥈 9/9/2025 #2- Poem Book 🥈 9/12/2025 #1- Freeverse 🥇 9/12/2025 #3- Poem Collection 🥉 9/12/2025 #3- Love Poem🥉 9/12/2025 #2- Freeverse 🥈 9/14/2025 #3- Love Poem🥉9/14/2025 #2- Freeverse 🥈 11/6/2025 #1- Poem Collection🥇 11/27/2025 #2- Love Poem 🥈 11/27/2025 #2- Freeverse 🥈 11/27/2025 #2- Poem Book 🥈 11/27/2025 #3- Poetry Collection 🥉 11/27/2025 #1- Free Verse 🥇 11/29/2025 # 2- Poem Collection 🥈 11/29/2025 # 3- Poetry 🥉12/6/2025 # 2- Love Poem🥈 12/9/2025 # 2- Free Verse 🥈 12/9/2025 # 3- Poem Collection 🥉 12/9/2025 #3- Love Poem🥉12/12/2025 #3- Free Verse🥉12/12/2025 #1- Poetry Collection🥇1/9/2026 #1- Poem Collection 🥇1/9/2026 #1- Love Poem 🥇 1/9/2026 #1- Free Verse🥇1/9/2026 #2- Poem Book🥈 1/9/2026 #1- Poem Collection 🥇 2/5/2026 #2- Poem Book 🥈 2/5/2026 #2- Love Poem 🥈 2/5/2026 #1- Poem Book🥇 2/8/2026 #1- Poem Co

These are pieces of my heart-love, heartbreak, longing, and hope. Read, feel, and maybe see your own story reflected in these words. "Tell me-what hurts more: Knowing the person you love will die, Or knowing they're alive, Yet you can never have them?" - Elizabeth #1 destroying #1 poetrylovers #1 poetryoflife #1 poetryofthesoul #1 echoesoftheheart #1 destroying #1 forthebroken #1 healingthroughwords #4 Motivation #1 poembook

I'm always searching for something worth staying for but I can't seem to find that until then please don't mind me because I'm just a traveler passing through. When I'm not satisfied or happy I'll leave and find a new path, so just let me say goodbye... Can I say goodbye? I wrote till my hands bruised and heart bled. I wrote and wrote in hopes that some day, somebody will understand my words and all the things I wish I could say... Each poem is a story. My story. Some are fictional but most of them are true. I know you're curious. From painful heart breaks to high school stories. A person dealing with mental illnesses, fears and abuse. Won't you like to know about the drama?