Facade Of Perfectionism

"You ungrateful bitch. I keep a roof over your head, and this is the thanks I get?" "You could have killed her," I retort, trying to muster up confidence that I don't possess. "What if she goes to the cops, Dad? That bruise on her face is enough to get you arrested and charged with assault." "What? You mean when she tripped over the mess you made in the kitchen?" His smile is so wicked that it chills me to my core. "She ain't going to the cops. Hell, she'll probably be back here tomorrow." "You're a bastard," I whisper, tears filling my eyes. "No wonder Mom left! She probably couldn't bear to spend another second with-" I'm pushed to the floor. I scramble backwards as he approaches me, his cheeks scarlet with rage, his pupils the size of needle points. In fourteen years, I've never seen him this mad. I've really done it this time. -------------------- (COMPLETED) Life is hard when nowhere feels like home. For Layla Dodds, there is only one goal: survival. Abandoned by her mother and abused by her father, she dreams of the day she can finally escape the hick town she's been forced to call home. She just has to graduate first. With a genius level IQ and her best friend, Damian, by her side, she thinks she can weather any storm. Except the universe might have other plans. Four Walls is a tale of friendship, first loves, heartache, a little bit of magic, and a lot of self-discovery. Join Layla as she tries to make it through the hardest part of any teenager's life: high school. ~Book One in the Mind Over Mayhem series.~

Have you ever dreamed of finding...the one? Of course you have, we all have. We hold on to that hope that there is an invisible string attached to our hearts that on the other end, our soulmate has the end of the string attached to their heart. We hold on to that hope that little by little that string pulls us closer to our soulmate and one day have our hearts beat as one. The thing about 'the one' is that it is difficult to find them or unfortunately some never meet them but if your lucky and you found them, there is going to be a new set of challenges. But at the end it's all worth it. ~~~~ Meet Nicole Jefferson, a girl that never gave love much of a thought. A gorgeous girl many girls at her school wished they looked like her but she was too humble to believe it. She is a girl that was 'the schools sweetheart' because she had a kind heart. And because of it, people took advantage of it. She is your typical goodie good shoes. A good girl. Meet Nicolas Jones, he is arrogant and cocky. A guy who takes everything for granted. He is the schools most popular and handsome guy. He plays basketball as well as girls hearts. A guy with a dark heart waiting for a light to shine inside him , making him notice all his imperfections and changing them because that light gave him inspiration. He's your typical bad school boy. A bad boy. What happens to the life of two individuals that their strings pulled them together? Nicolas is welcomed to new feelings and realizes things he never realized before. As for Nicole, she is welcomed with many new thrills and excitements that average good girls don't experience because....well, they're good girls. Will she be that light he longs for? Will he be that adventure, thrill, adrenaline and excitement every good girl should experience with her bad boy? Did their heart strings make a good decision in bringing them together? You know what they say.... Opposites Attract.... Like magnets.

"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021

After turning twenty-one, Maya sets out to find the birth mother who might explain everything. A violent encounter with a mysterious man plunges her into a darker world. He is as haunted as she is-fierce, damaged, terrifyingly tender. Their chemistry is immediate and volatile: refuge that threatens control. As Maya digs into the past, buried secrets fracture her identity and force impossible choices. Trauma refuses neat endings. Love becomes both lifeline and liability-can redemption survive, or will the darkness destroy them both? What will Maya uncover about herself and his past as she tumbles down this dark path? Is he her safe place to land? Chapter 23 Peek: "Maybe start with no more lying to her?" Miles butted in, his glare sharp enough to cut, the frustration rolling off him in waves. "Easier said than done, and you know that, Miles." I took another long drag off the cigarette, the smoke burning down my throat but doing nothing to loosen the knot in my chest. "Yeah, doesn't mean I don't believe you both should've been more honest," Miles shot back, shrugging like he was trying to play it casual, but his jaw was tight, and his eyes stayed locked on me, daring me to argue. "Trey just loves getting in the way and dividing people," I growled, the words coming out rough. "He singles out the weak and isolates them until he can strike. I'm not saying Maya is weak, because she's fucking not, but this motherfucker has done nothing but manipulate her." "I don't disagree with you, but this is on you, too, Gray." Miles' voice dropped, cold and direct, the frustration finally cracking through. "You fucked up - don't just blame it on the narcissistic psychopath. So does that mean if she asks us to stop keeping watch, are you going to give in?" "Well, I wouldn't really have much of a fucking choice, now would I?" I sighed, rolling my eyes as I finished the beer, the empty bottle suddenly feeling too light in my hand.

They say being with your crush is imagination, a fairytale that most of times would not come true. They say being with your crush is a dream that mostly wouldn't become reality. But what happens when maybe... just maybe it can become reality? In a world where Selena mostly has been hurt and been through hell can she have hope on her crush? Hope is what causes disappointment, hope is stronger than fear and everything else. Sometimes having hope can cause you a lot of pain. Her crush, Shawn is truly another thing he's dark and emotionless but at the same time so sweet and lovable. Can she make her life better after what she've been through? Would Shawn help her and fix her? •••••••••••••••• Warning/ The story contains sexual content and a lot of cursing plus it deals with depression and anxiety at some point.

Jake was always the perfect kid. Status, wealth, a secure future-on paper, he has it all. But when he looks in the mirror, he's not sure if he even sees himself there. Mike always knew he didn't belong. Not in his house, not in this town, and certainly not in anyone else's life. Survive, run, stay silent-that's all he's ever known. They were never supposed to meet. They were never supposed to get close. But sometimes, the person farthest from you is the only one who truly sees you. Jake doesn't understand why he can't just leave Mike alone. And Mike doesn't understand why he's letting him in. But once the secrets start to unravel, there's no turning back. ‼️*TW*‼️ ❗️Eating disorder ❗️Self harm ❗️Abuse ❗️Violence ❗️Substance abuse ❗️Panic Attacks ❗️Trauma ❗️Emotional abuse ❗️Suicidal thoughts ❗️slow burn ❗️SA

They say love begins in silence... but no one tells you how much it hurts when that silence never ends. This is not a love story. This is a story of almosts- of late-night conversations, unread feelings, and eye contact that meant everything... and nothing at the same time. She loved him quietly. Then she tried to speak- but he never listened the way she needed. So she became patient. She became understanding. She became everything... except chosen. And somewhere between unsent messages and mixed signals, she realized- Sometimes, love doesn't break you loudly. Sometimes... it drowns you in silence.

(Before You Leave #1) She was sent to boarding school over the smallest of mistakes... Okay, burning down your schools gym might have been a big one. But she didn't mean to do it. This time. And she's certainly no snitch. She's had a fine life. But she wanted something more. And so she created chaos. She was misjudged and misunderstood. And now she's the havoc of Birchwood Prep. They call her the devil's bitch, the principal's worst nightmare, and a screwed up whore. They can think what they want, JJ Ashton has heard these all throughout high school. She doesn't want a future, she just wants to take control of now. She's everything Birchwood Prep doesn't want, but is deemed to get after her Father decided it was the only option for her to find some discipline. She's not going to make it that easy for them. Gideon Andrews is the perfect student. Good grades, never missed a day, and never had been in trouble of any sort. He thinks life is great, but meeting JJ, she thinks life for him could be better. Less plain and vanilla. He hates her guts. It's mutual for her as well. But the headmaster has made it Gideon's personal mission to get her back on track and into a better life. She's allowed two screw ups, has to join a sports team, pass all of her classes with at least a C and get some friends before the year is over, or she will be held back. And she's not about to go another year in the hellhole called high school. (Marked mature for language and brief talk about sex.) *Still editing parts/making corrections* (Sequel is called: When I Stay)

Have you ever wondered what more you could be missing when you have everything? Well, Michelle Reynold who is 17, a senior, blond and beautiful, have tons of money to buy whatever she desires, she has popularity in her school, she has amazing friends, and she even has a lifelong enemy. What more could you want, right? But, no. There's an empty void deep in her which just won't go away. And when she finds herself in front of a guy who's so not her type, the hole only increases. And now she aches for what she never thought she will. *** Running from the past was what Nobody did. Always. That's how he grew up and now in a new town with new people who are mostly rich and snobby, he doesn't fit. Neither does he want to. All he wants is to remain under the radar and get pass this year and then he'll the gone. But life doesn't usually go as we expect it to. It never does. And he has to make decisions along the way which will lead him to 'No more running'. Now when he got the glimpse of what it could be like to have someone there for him, he wants it. He craves it. But both of them are stubborn as hell in their own ways. There's going to be tons of fighting and arguments and lots of stolen heated glances and then there are toe-curling kisses. This journey is not going to be easy. Please join them and give your much-needed support. Thank you so much. Copyright@2016 Books_and_nerds I DO NOT OWN THE BOOK COVER OR ANY OF THE PICTURES IN THIS BOOK. "THANK YOU" !!!⚠️ Warning ⚠️!!! ➕ Strong language ➕ Cheesy much ➕Heated kissing scenes

PERFECT LIFE. PERFECT BOYFRIEND. All it took was his best friend transferring back to turn her world upside down. Maya has everything she's ever wanted-a devoted boyfriend, a steady future, a love story that's supposed to last. Liam is safe, familiar, right. Then Nathan shows up. Liam's best friend. Cold, sharp, impossible to ignore. From the start, he gets under her skin, challenging her, frustrating her-tempting her in ways she refuses to acknowledge. She hates him. He doesn't like her either. At least, that's what they keep telling themselves. But tension has a way of unraveling, and some lines-once crossed-can never be undone. "We shouldn't," he breathes against my lips. But he doesn't move away. "I don't care," I whisper back... 🔥 Mature Content | Slow-Burn | Enemies to Forbidden Lovers 🔥